Simon Underwood

Well. I never made in indroduction thread. Perhaps that was a mistake.

I know I went into an emotional rage last night and i'm not sorry. I do however realise that it wasn't very tactical of me. I should have waited till i calmed down and THEN replied. That is too late, but i will reply with a level head now. Some of you won't believe a word I say, and that's ok. I have to give up caring what everyone thinks and just say what's true for me.
Guys i'm very sensitive, very giving, very empathetic, can get emotional, and whether or not you guys like that or not that's just the way i am. I love soccer, sport and hanging with friends. I love having long converstations about everything. I love listening to people. I am very social. People will naturaly come to me if they're upset and i'll listen to their problems. I want to be a healer. I've already got my masters in energy healing called Raki and want to learn more healing teniques. I think what i'll do next is learn massarge. Maybe in the end i'll end up as a pysio or an ostiopath. I just have within me an urg to make people better, however sometimes this can make things hard. I can be very vunerable.
I hope this helps you guys to understand me a little more, and what i do makes more sense.

I am remembering peoples comments and doing my best to reply to them now.
Xia, perhaps i DO get a kick from upgrading people, but it's not my intention. I don't do it for the kick believe it or not. I give all the time, I give to the homeless, charities (I especially like giving to the Red Cross), and my friends. If someone doesn't have enough money i'll just give it to them. So on LF it isn't really an exception. I understand it may intimidate people that i give money, and i really don't want the attention. It was stupid for me to keep annoucing like that, that i had donated. From now on I want to keep it on the low. When i donate to the forums then I don't want it announced. I will still keep a list of those i've upgraded so i won't get lost and so that i know who needs an upgrade.

I am learning all the time, I know i've still got many things i have to work on.
Right now, whether you believe me or not I am NO WHERE NEAR capable of being a mod and therefore ask you guys to stop implying that I would like to be one now. Perhaps way in the future i don't know. But right now i want you guys to drop that.

I know i'm imature sometimes, i think everyone is at some point. Just want to get along with most of the members and contribute to this society.

I came back and made this thread because no matter how much i wanted to, i couldn't leave even for a few days. I can't just leave my tournies where they are, the upgrades, and the tourney games i'm meant to play. That wouldn't be fair of me.

So i'm back guys, for better or for worse.

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Demi

Tl;dr.

Kiddin'.

If you're gonna be donating' you deserve some recognition, don't remain completely anonymous. You deserve recognition for helping out.

Thats really my only comment.

Simon Underwood

Thanks, i appreciate it. I think it's too late to be completely anonymous and sometimes people will want to thank me. That's ok. But i would prefer it if it could come in a pm or something.

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LoSt SouL

Hmm, welcome back. I get why people were hating on you because you're kind of implementing that we're broke and some of us can't support ourselves, but thats ok with me. I can support myself fine and maybe not with the extra gifts and stuff, but on the real life level, I have a great life. I get what you do, I do the same thing, I accept help all the time and I love that you're a generous guy and I respect that especially donating to charities and Red Cross(I give blood all the time). It's great that you've come back calm and not so harsh on everyone as they were you, you're being the better man. Remember though Baseball > Soccer and I'll love j00 forever!

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Phoenix

I should lock this in advance. This isn't gonna be pretty.

Simon, accept that people are cynical of selfless acts, especially on the internet. You're too nice/immature/naive/caring to be apathetic about their views, but that's what you need to learn to be.

This thread was a mistake. When the regular people get here and post their inanities, you will see why. I'll be there to lock it when they do.

I just hope they don't make you leave. I like having you around.

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Xiahou Dun

W00t honorary mention!

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Cold as ice cream, but still as sweet.

Demi

Are you sure it was honorary?

Xiahou Dun

You're just jealous YOU weren't mentioned in his post.

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Cold as ice cream, but still as sweet.

EverL

Hey there Simon Attentionwood.

You couldn't have missed the point by anymore than you just did, and that's not even mentioning the fact that your post made no sense.

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Simon Underwood

Thanks. I like being around. Well we'll see what they say, i'm not going to react in the same way anyway, at least i gave this a go. I accept that some people will hate me. That's just life.
Thanks, i think you make a lot of sense. Except about the Baseball > soccer!

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